Finally I have found my path! I have been contemplating travelling and teaching in different countries for awhile. However, I wondered at my reluctance to actually go out and do it. I have a million excuses and some very good reasons for procrastinating. I have a young child and that will be very difficult. In fact, I am starting to see, after researching for all of this day, how very hard it will be with my little son. I stand firm in the belief that it will be good for him and for me to get out of this country and see other ways of being. I think it will broaden my perspective and it will certainly change his world view forever.
I was not sure, however. Scared. Careful. And then I read a few blogs from real people who are out there having real experiences. It has convinced me that this is my path. I need to go and do this. It's no longer a 'maybe some day' but a 'start planning now because this time next year, you have to have a real plan'.
Thank you to those people who put the time in to their blogs to help me see where I need to be.